5

I can’t believe it.

He’s 5 years old. 

F I V E

Someone please hold me. 

I waiver between wanting to cry, and filling with elation at the person he’s becoming. 

(His school photo, in plastic, taken with a cell phone

 

He’s strong.  Mentally, and physically. 

He’s smart.

He knows how to negotiate everything :)

He loves music, and can dance very well.

He loves to make us laugh.

(showing me his Santa impression)

 

He’s figured out Air Quotes, and uses them when he wants to get a smile out of us.

He plays hockey, has played soccer, and is swimming well too.

He loves sports.  Even the Vikings losing streak hasn’t gotten him down.

(Being a goof too)

 

He loves being a big brother, and it’s amazingly good at it.

He’s completed a map of the world, featuring each of the continents, as well as a map of North America.

He’s got the cutest lil’ tushie I’ve ever seen.

His eyes give me pause at their depth & perspective.

His smile lights up my life.

He is like me in so many ways, and for this I worry for him, and empathize too.

He is my baby, even though he’s now 5. 

He blessed our lives beyond belief by his very existence, and we just feel lucky that he’s healthy we get to call him our son. 

Jack Jack, Monkey, Handsome, Sweet Boy…..

Daddy and I love you so very much.  Happy, Happy Birthday to our big boy. You make us very proud and happy.  We hope your day is just as special as you are!!

Love,

Daddy & Mommy.

When I grew up

Today I was waiting for Oreo to poo, (common issue lately) and standing in the yard looking at the sky.

It’s ripe out here in old MN.  

Ripe for severe weather and possibly some tornados.

This had me thinking…..

I thought right away about 2 things.

1st a neurotic thought: 

get the camera,snap photo’s of the entire house and yard to have on file, because with our luck, we will get directly hit and as long as the 6 of us are ok, that’s really all that matters, but it would be nice to know what else we lost.”

Then a  random thought:

“this reminds me of being a teenager and wanting to be a storm chaser.  That and a back up dancer to Janet Jackson (because I cannot carry a tune) and a Mom.”

I always wanted to be a Mom

I’d say of my rather lofty dreams, I got the best of these jobs.

I can also share that once Joe and I decided to storm chase on our own, and lets just say I may have left something in my unders that day.  Not too sure I’ll go looking for tornados again soon.  Although, I find them utterly fascinating, and if they didn’t cause such harm, I’d freely admit that I find them beautiful too.

Anywho……

Today maybe stormy outside, but inside it’s time to reflect on the silly and different dreams I had as a younger lady.

Even funnier yet that all it took was a sickly humid day and a dog taking her sweet time to drop a few in the yard for me to remember that I wanted such different possibilites in my youth.

Though the dancing would have made me more fit, it would mean tons of travel and I would have let it go by now to go back to the Mom dream.

Same with the tornado chasing.  I think just one trip and I’d find I was ready to settle down back home.

However, I wouldn’t have traded being a mom.  I did go through a phase where I thought maybe I won’t have kids.  Even now as I have been begging, threatening, bargaining, asking my babe’s to take a nap for an hour or so, I would never have given up the mom part.  That’s the best kind of dream.

Back to the neurotic photos.

Hard to believe…..

I remember when I was pregnant with Jack and everyone remarked a bout how fast “they (meaning kids) grow up”
I can remember thinking, “I hope I realize this right away and cherish those moments.”

Thankfully, I have.
There are a few “things” going on in our lives that I would love to share, however, it’s not the best time to do so. Some are work things, some are home things. It’s nothing I won’t share and please don’t ask because it’s already hard not to share. It’s just better if we get all our ducks in a row and then go from there. (nope, it’s not what your thinking)
I do promise that I will share soon.
In the mean time. I can’t believe they go from this……….
To this…….. and SO fast.